I feel my life really suck. I have to face problems at home and in school and even during my school holidays. I hate it, I'm so pissed off. Everyone is torturing me to death. Including friends, i feel they don't treat me as one. One incident just happened today, I was feeling so suck, i don't know if they did that to me on purpose, trying to make my life suck and make me feel moody all day long. This is not friends that i meant. She just pulled her away from me, they did that to me, in front of me, i can't believe it. I never heard that FRIENDS do such thing. i really suck because of this. She wants people to listen to her unhappiness, then who will want to listen to mine? Huh? Does she consider other people feelings? Even if she has sth secretive to tell her, she can have tell her when no one is around. She makes me feel ..... really mad about her. Does she know that she has hurt someone? I don't wish to continue this friendship. This is not sth related to forgiveness. What are friends for? My life really suck like hell. Although some of them knew abt this, they don't intend to tell me and i don't wish to ask them when they are not willing to tell me at all. They are not my friends. I should have find someone who can lend their ears to me. I used to treat them as my sisters but now i don't. What are friends for? Can anyone tell me? Til now, i have only one best friend in my whole life and i will never change because she is the one who spend happy and sad times with me throughout my primary school life. Although we are only really that close but i have long regarded her as my beloved sister.