i don't feel like having blog.... my blog is so dead... and people around me doesn't post anything since long long time as i can remember.. suddenly i wish to go back primary six and choose my secondary school wisely. If time can go back, i will. I keep wondering who are really my best of best friends in my secondary school life, in fact i can't find any. They don't really treat me as one, sometimes i feel left out. But i can't say because they were being left out by me before. is it that i am just being paranoid? I know they thought i suffer depression or what so ever. Who cares man. I wish i don't bother but i couldn't stop thinking about it. If i have chose CCHY and entered the same school as my 1000 best buddy. i will not be so miserable.