It was so so so so long that i had never posted anything since March . and times really files fast, now is October. my n level examinations just passed not long ago, i will be receiving my results on 16 December. i feel so worried about it and i have been telling myself that don't worry and everything will be alright. What if results are out and i am not satisfied with it, what should i do? maybe i just end up in ITE, higher technical something one. i had so many careless mistakes since my science papers had started. i am afraid i couldn't reach my targeted goals, i will be really devastated. what i really hope now is that it will not affect too much on my grades. i still remembered when i was waiting for PSLE results day, i was hoping that i could get into express class but in the end i ended up in normal academic class. Tomorrow onwards i have to prepare myself for o lvl next year.. for my weakest subject, English as well as Combined Humanities. if i can reach my goals and go to sec 5, i will treasure my time more and will be able to improve on my English with the help of tuition  next year!